Bloody hell
Tonight it's just dawned on me !!
I have 2 son's & a husband ... So 3 !!!!
That's 3 boys ,who will become men ,one allready showing the sign's of man-ness
(that's my made up word).
So ,I bring up ,teach,love,provide & put my life into bringing up my boys .
They are going to leave ME though for some girl & never look back ..... I'll be the dreaded " mother in law" !!!!
Having son's is such a different life path to having daughters - admitidly both bring problems & troubles along the way ....
Only today I realise I can not & should not put my life & soul into my children to such a degree as they are all I have & all I am.
I can't
They don't belong to me ...
I do my best
They take that with them & become the man they are going to be .
I'll do so many things that are "Wrong"
I'll f*ck up along the way !
I'll look back & regret decisions I made !
I will never stop worrying about them.
I will always love them too much .
I will always try to look after them (3 or 33)
You tell me, how are you going to feel when your boys swap you for a girl/woman/fiancé /wife ??????
It's a swap
It will happen one day
It's gonna 'GOD DAM HURT'
"OUCH"
And that's excluding what is yet to come with the eldest (my hubby)
If you hadn't allready figured
I WORRY ,A LOT
-posted by Jk
